Chapter of My Life`

Lazy Sunday

2010-08-01T23:29:00.000+08:00

Cold and peaceful night. And a Lazy Sunday.

HELLO!

2010-04-08T02:23:00.001+08:00

HELLLO! :D

HELLO!

2010-02-25T04:01:00.001+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE! I'm BORED! Exams COMING! YAY!

Hardship

2010-02-09T00:40:00.003+08:00

I guess it's better to learn and know the meaning of HARDSHIP and earn it.

Rather than living a very easy life and expect things to be done your PERFECTLY your way,WITHOUT knowing the meaning and WITHOUT earning the amount of HARDSHIP with a feel of SATISFACTION.

A Great Week!

2010-02-01T01:36:00.002+08:00

What a great week, good presentations plus quite a good performance together with the juniors. I want to thank those people who have contributed (especially to my ETP group & Band members) in any way. Kudos to you guys!

Exams are coming really soon, and I must say that I'm a little nervous about it. Better start revising and be focus in class which I'm not doing it often. I'm tired, hence, I shall end it here. Looking forward to each single even though it turns out good or bad.

GO GO GO!

2010-01-25T01:02:00.002+08:00

Half of projects were done and over with. This coming week, presentations. All the best to me! HWAITING!

Happy 21st Birthday Zi!

2010-01-19T23:49:00.003+08:00

Before the day ends, I want to wish my friend here a HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY! Wish you all the best in your future endeavours and live your life to the fullest. I must say we have gotten quite close in the recent years. A great friend/listener I should say. Glad to have you as a friend. Semoga panjang umur my friend. Hope you enjoyed yourself! Cheers!

PS
Hope you find someone in your life. haha!

Rush, Rush, Rush

2010-01-17T02:33:00.005+08:00

Dusty, dusty blog. I’ve been busy with projects. Sleepless nights, thinking on how I should finish up my projects. And mostly everything is due next week. But somehow I enjoyed the thrill of it. Do something useful rather than rot at home.

Just want to say CONGRATS! to those ‘O’ level students who did well. Those who didn't do well, doesn't mean you're a failure. Try again and look forward to what's coming up in the future than thinking too much and hanging on to the past. What's done is done, the main thing now is to achieve what you able to achieve with the current grades that you have. As long as you make full use out of it, there's nothing more to say.

Yoona

Projects

2010-01-15T16:50:00.003+08:00

Projects, Assignments, Project, Assignments, Project, Assignments. AND! MORE PROJECTS AND ASSIGNMENTS! YAY-NESS!

Something is missing

2009-12-24T16:29:00.000+08:00

I have a feeling like there's something missing during X'mas Eve. Hmmm.

Holidays Coming Up

2009-12-10T02:13:00.003+08:00

Finally, I've finished all role-plays, assignment and projects for this term. But I still need to work on my next term project during my holidays. There's no break for me I should say. I will be quite busy with rehearsals as concerts are coming up. Looking forward to it. I shall post the details up here soon.

Bad day today, I lost my Ez-link card. I have no idea why I lose things in school. Maybe I'm too careless and doesn't take good care of my belongings. Hopefully a good person will find the Ez-link and return it to me. If there's no news of the Ez-link, I guess I have to make a new one which cost around $20++ bucks (waste of money). Hoping hoping hoping.

-Sometimes, I felt that I'm so paranoid

I'm glad

2009-12-01T23:52:00.001+08:00

Those small little things, made me glad. I appreciate it.

Thanks EVERYONE!

Exhausted

2009-11-27T01:42:00.001+08:00

I'm just too tired to blog. Goodnight/morning everyone.

The moment I've been waiting for

2009-11-21T21:40:00.001+08:00

A year older for me today. The moment I've been waiting for. Thanks to those who wished me. I appreciate it

You've got a friend in me

2009-11-04T00:41:00.006+08:00

Basically, my stress mode has just started. And the stress mode is going to last till end of this year. Hopefully.

"YAY!-ness."

-If you should ever find someone new,
I know he better be good to you
Cause if he doesn't, I'll be there

No sleep, amazing.

2009-10-31T07:57:00.002+08:00

Wow, I've just came back from having fun. It's been 24hours with no sleep. And somehow I feel energetic, maybe for just a short period of time. I'm still going out later. Let's see how long I can endure another day without sleep. Zombie walking down the streets, WATCH OUT EVERYONE! haha! CRAP.

It's been only 3 weeks since Semester 2 started. And I must say that I really need to buck up in class and listen to the lecturer with lots and lots and lots of empathy as well as being punctual. It's only been 3 weeks and I must say my life has been a roller coaster. Oh well, hopefully things will run smoothly.

Shagged

2009-10-19T00:07:00.002+08:00

Another week ahead and I'm so exhausted by the timetable as everyday start either 8am or 9am. I have not been getting enough sleep lately. I shall enjoy my short sleep now. BOOOOMZZZ!

Mask

2009-10-16T00:33:00.001+08:00

It's time for some of them to take off their masks and show their real face.

A Poetry

2009-10-11T23:55:00.001+08:00

Some clouds have passed over

Which have caused me to tremble

And have disturbed my nostalgia.

I remember when in a silence

You were caressing my soul

And your eyes burned in mine.

The evenings passed

Without sunset,

We only realised that we were dying

Little by little

Slowly,

We were suffering.

And after,

When the days pass,

And nothing is left,

And when our brow is wrinkled

And your soul is calloused,

When the days work of plowing

Becomes infinite

And your smile has become a marrtyr,

Rember that which was so simple,

And so pure,

When hand in hand we searched for smething eternal,

Intensely feeling

At that instance;

living.

500 Days of Summer

2009-10-10T00:53:00.005+08:00

Since holidays are ending and school is starting soon, I decided to catch a movie with some friends. Watched "500 DAYS OF SUMMER". Actually wanted to watch "DARAH" but my bad, can only catch at the movie at certain cineplex only. Although it wasn't the movie that I wanted to watch, but it's really worth watching.

The movie somehow made me realise that no matter how much you love that person, doesn't mean that she's the right one for you. Easier said, if it's meant to be then it's meant to be. I shall not spoil the movie by telling you guys what happened in the movie. Go WATCH! Ratings: 4.5/5

Life is like a GAME

2009-10-06T04:06:00.005+08:00

Watching certain things happen around me and affects a lot of people an eye opener.
Sometimes I feel scared to try new things because of the consequences. But people say you need to be confident and try it out and see how it goes. After you tried, maybe it turns out bad and you can’t run away from it. Even if you escaped from it, you will still remember what's your mistake and maybe be traumatizing. But if it turns out well, it can be an achievement and will boost your confidence level up and saying to yourself that I CAN DO IT! But whatever it is, no matter how many times we’ve fall, keep trying. Again and again. Even though you know it’s impossible, but there’s a way that you could get up.

I remembered that a teacher told me life is like a game, if you’re smart enough there’s guides/cheat codes for you to look through to help you. My point is that, no matter what problems you have, there’s always a “CHEAT CODE” which is the solution to each problem. There are tons of options you can think off. So, always remember that life is like a game, there’s always a “CHEAT CODE” to help you out. Just that you need to find the right "CHEAT CODE".

Without them, I won't be here.

2009-09-28T00:27:00.002+08:00

If you remember him, he will remember you

2009-09-24T03:49:00.004+08:00

If send your prayers to him and at the same time pursue it,
Hopefully what you asked for will come true.

Sometimes, you get more satisfaction than you need.
Insyallah.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri 2009

2009-09-20T23:59:00.003+08:00

I would like to wish all Muslims Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!

I beg for forgiveness for any of my wrong doings be it with actions or words.

I apologies if I ever hurt your feelings for any of you who are reading my blog.

Let us throw all those bad memories and welcome the good memories.

Hope that you enjoy yourself with your loved ones.

I may not show it by typing it out everything here.

But, I'm sincere with my apologies.

Have a great Hari Raya Aidilfitiri!

Maaf Zahir dan Batin!

Time Passes

2009-09-17T22:42:00.004+08:00

I neither sleep nor rest

Watching how the time

Consumes me

Day after day

more and more.

I do not want to rest my aching body

So that not one second

Will escape from it,

With each second it intensifies

This death inside.

Sometimes

I stop,

I do not breathe,

I force the silence

Trying to see if the seconds

Also stop.

Time

is fast,

it spends us

it engulfs us

it erodes our lives.

It is happening.

And a the second of death

Death is second.

Iftar with KBBG

2009-09-11T01:49:00.005+08:00

Here are some pictures from the outing of "IFTAR". If you guys wonder what "IFTAR" means, it bring all Muslims to break fast together and at the same time interacting with each other. We also celebrated the Izzat's impromptu birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CIK ZAT!

Finally, exams has ended. I'm actually curious and scared to hear about my grades for this Semester. Hope it will be "fine". And now I'm having a short break till the new Semester resume. Can't believe that I'm half way through the year already. It feels like just yesterday I started my term.

Been working to earn some money before Hari Raya . I've come to realise that we've been fasting for like almost a month already. The adrenaline rush feels good.

This whole month was packed and I managed clear everything up. A few nice and bad things happened. The "SPANISH FANTASIA" concert was great. Enjoyed myself with the PhilharmonicWinds. Hope to perform another concert with them again.

I guess I shall end my post here for today.

End of 1st Semester

2009-09-08T00:07:00.003+08:00

One more paper to go,
And that's it for my 1st Semester exams.
All the best to me.

Michael Jackson Dance Tribute - Coolshit

2009-08-31T06:50:00.005+08:00

Exams Coming

2009-08-30T00:44:00.002+08:00

I won't be updating my blog till my exams are over. 1 more week left for me to revise before the exams, great. I need more time. My time is running out

Last Lap

2009-08-27T01:33:00.005+08:00

What I really need right now is motivation to push myself for the last lap. Maybe, there's no one to push me up except myself. If that's how it should be, then I'm going to try to do anything just to pull through. God, give me the strength to pull through this.

Forgive me if I st-stutter from all the clutters in my head

Concert This September

2009-08-24T23:56:00.007+08:00

The Philharmonic Winds Presents : Spanish Fantasia!

Date: 6 September 2009
Time: 7.30 pm
Venue: Esplanade Concert Hall
Tix: $15, $20, $25, $35, $50 available at all SISTIC authorised agents
(10% student discount)

My Time is Running Out

2009-08-21T01:40:00.002+08:00

Everything is passing by me so quickly and I've not yet trying to move away from it

2009-08-17T00:13:00.001+08:00

I'm just so sick and tired of everything..

Mini Sax Recital

2009-08-14T00:36:00.004+08:00

It was my first mini recital last Sunday, and I must say that I really enjoyed myself performing. With the short time given to perform, yet I somehow managed to pull through. And I'm proud of myself. Many thanks to Dan, Dr. Goh and friends. It's an eye-opener recital for me as it kept me thinking about the future on whether I would take music as my career or just a hobby. Still in dilemma

This past few weeks has been a roller coaster ride for me, many things happened. Found a job, was great. School has been a rush, so many things to do with little time given. Exams are coming soon, BEV is killing me as I don't even understand what they have gone through for the past few weeks while I was away. It's time to gear up.

If life is as simple as you want it to be, then life would be meaningless

WMC 2009 - Holland

2009-08-11T01:09:00.005+08:00

Holland was GREAT! The trip was worth it. I didn’t bring a camera to the trip, so I couldn’t really show you most of the beautiful sceneries there. I love the weather there, so cooling. It makes me feel very calm. Couldn’t think of anything that’s bothering me.

The people there are friendly too. I just couldn't explain how overwhelming the experience was. Basically I enjoyed making music in other people’s country. The music culture there is amazing! Hopefully I would be able to come to Europe again in the next WMC which is in 4 years time. Enjoy the pictures.

Waking up every morning reminding myself that this is a dream

Everybody's Changing

2009-08-10T00:46:00.002+08:00

What a cold night, feel so devastated, dissapointed and it's full of shit. However, I have no regrets in what I've done. Thank You for the joy that you brought in my life. And it has finally come to this...

2009-07-26T17:20:00.001+08:00

Okay guys, I'm heading off to the airport now. I will come back in 10 days time. So do take good care of yourself readers. Till then, I'm going to have a GREAT TIME there! WOOO! BYE!

Love is something that you need,
it's just like water to the trees
only want it more and more.

Holland, HERE I COME! :D

2009-07-26T01:53:00.004+08:00

18 hours to go before I leave for my flight to HOLLAND!. Take care readers. :D

Hello, Goodbye is all she said
But, she won't seem to leave my head

A Miracle Happened

2009-07-23T00:54:00.005+08:00

Today was a bad day, but I found a saviour in my life and he makes my day much better. I don't know how I could be so careless and left my thumb drive which filled with projects that I need to hand up by this week. Luckily there's this nursing student who saved my life. I thought I lost all my hope and I'm gonna re-do my projects all over again. But luckily, god wasn't so cruel and ask my saviour to pass thumb drive to me. I'm thankful that he didn't keep it for himself. And thanks Lylie for the help to look for my thumb drive too. I appreciate it. Thank you very much nursing guy and Lylie.

Tomorrow's the day when I'm going to have a big relief because I'm handing up last project tomorrow before I'm gone next week. So, I'm glad. Phew. 3 more days to go, the thought of me packing up my luggage just makes me lazy. I wish I could just go there without bringing any luggage and bring my own new luggage from there which contains lot's of new things.

I didn't know I could spend my time talking lots of nonsense to a friend of mine. Basically, lots and lots of lame jokes. It's good to spend your time talking nonsense at times, get your mind off stressful things. Anyway, I still have no idea what's the feeling like staying in Europe for 10 days. Wish me luck!

If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood, I would
Shout out your name so it echos in every room. I would

Sick & Tired

2009-07-22T01:18:00.002+08:00

Phew, just got back from rehearsals, what a tiring day. First thing is that I'm kinda worried for my upcoming recital right after I come back from Holland. I'm still in progress of making all the 3 movements better. Hopefully things will be okay by the time I'm back in Singapore. Today was the 2nd last rehearsal before heading off to Holland. And I must say I'm quite excited about it. 4 more days for to go.

Did my CMS role play today, it was impromptu, but Leeyan and myself managed to "finished" it off well. It's fun doing role play with her as I can always tease her. Wahah! I'm glad that's out of the way, so I'm left with BEV project which I'm going to finish it later.

Things hasn't been going out well for me lately, I have no idea why. Maybe I need to gain back my confidence in doing things. Sometimes, thinking about it too much makes it feel worst. I need something to do to get my mind off these issues. I need 24hrs of gaming! Hah! Then maybe I can remove everything in my mind.

4 more days to go, and I really hate packing up my luggage. Grr. Till then.

You always want what you can't have
But, I've got to try

What a Blast

2009-07-19T23:51:00.006+08:00

MusArt concert was today, and I'm so tired. Great concert indeed! But I enjoyed myself playing with them. Gonna fly off to Netherlands next week and I'm gonna miss school for 10 days. I have no idea how I'm gonna catch up with all the school work that has been covered. And I have to submit my projects by this week if it's possible. Role play is this Wednesday, and I haven't even take a look at my script yet. Everything must be memorise and it's 3 pages long. Damn it.

I'm still wondering whether I'm gonna get sick and tired of the place there when I'm in Europe for 10 days. Heck care, going to enjoy myself there like there's no tomorrow. I'm feeling excited and worried at the same time. Have no idea why I'm feeling uneasy when I know I'm going to enjoy myself and do lots of music making there.

See what happens when you get very bored in class and you have nothing better to do.

And I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a waterbed

Concert This Week

2009-07-16T00:12:00.004+08:00

DECADE: CELEBRATE 10 YEARS OF MUSIC MAKING WITH MUS'ART WIND ORCHESTRA

BY
Esplanade

VENUE / TIME/DATE
19th July, Sunday, Esplanade Concert Hall, 5.00pm

ADMISSION
Standard: $15
Students, NSF & Senior Citizens: $12
Available from all SISTIC outlets

CONDUCTOR
Mdm Tan Soh Hwa & Mr Wilson Ong Chok Yen

PROGRAMME
Ireland: Of Legend & Lore | Robert W. Smith
Ocean Deep & Memories | arr. Maj Tonni Wei
Titanic Medley | James Horner, arr. Takashi Hoshide
Highlights From The Musical: Phantom of The Opera | Andrew Lloyd Webber, arr. Johan De Meij
"GR" Selections for Concert Band | Masamicz Amano
Atmospheres | John Golland
The Butterfly Lovers: For Erhu & Wind Band | Hardy Mertens, Erhu Soloist: Miss Khoo Hui Ling

2009-07-15T23:59:00.003+08:00

I've finally come to this
For better or worst
Thinking, where did I go wrong?
Maybe, I shouldn't have

But I have no regrets
Because sincerity is all I have
And I have nothing to lose

I guess this is the end
But, there were never a beggining
Maybe this is how it should be

Sooner or later, I need to know the answer
I have to face it
Faith is what I need right now

For you I will

Lady, would you save me?

2009-07-11T11:36:00.002+08:00

It's Saturday, and it feels just like any other day. I'm feeling invulnerable from this "enjoyable" weekends. I used to have adrenaline rush tingling when it comes to weekends. But now, it's totally different. Maybe it's because how I spend my time on weekends has changed?.

I need to finish up my BEV Project which is due this Monday. Oh my, I have no idea on how to do the stupid analysis part. See, this is what you get when you spend you 3 weeks of holidays not finishing up your school projects. Lesson to be learnt. Rush, rush, rush.

Currently, I'm engrossed with my new "toy". Everyday when I got home, first thing to do is to play with my "toy". It's my new guitar which Izzat bought for me as an advance birthday gift. I've always brag about having a guitar, and now he got for me. Thanks Zat! But, must pay him back half price. Thanks eh. Currently learning some chords and some songs.

It's going to be a long day tomorrow, having rehearsals from afternoon all the way till night. My brain gonna be dead after that. But it's all worth it.

I'm so glad that I found you

This Sickness Is Killing Me

2009-07-08T23:56:00.003+08:00

I've been sick for the past few days. Really, really sick. I just couldn't do anything with much focus. Had rehearsal yesterday, and I couldn't really concentrate. Body's aching, fever and slightly breathless. I'm lucky to found a seat in the train from Jurong East all the way to Bedok. Reached home, took some medication and made myself a pack of ice to put on my forehead. Thank god that my fever is much better.

School timing was all over the place this week. No BEV this week and CMS was canceled for some days. For POA, I couldn't' understand what the new topic is all about. Makes my head go right round and round. Hah!

Too many things to do, took lesson with Dan yesterday. It was fun trying out standard repertoire for classical saxophone. Played some scales, did some embouchure exercises. A good session with him this week. The song from Michael Jackson is stuck in my head. Title: "You are not alone"

10 days, I wonder how long will it be? Hmm.

You are not alone, for I am here with you
Though you're far away, for I am here to stay

My Secretive Soul

2009-07-05T02:45:00.005+08:00

The last week of holidays are coming to an end. Today is the last day of the holidays week. Will be having rehearsals later, looking forward to it. I've gone through lots of things this week. A mixture of bitter-sweet experience. Overall, it's enjoyable. Experiencing the job of travelling around Singapore to meet up with different types of people. And also experiencing different type of standards for a performance with the same set of songs again and again was challenging. Getting to know friends around me slightly a little more was also a great experience. Especially Leeyan, those 5 days working together with you was great!. So basically, I've gone through lots of things within a week.

School is starting this Monday and I still have not yet started on the projects and assignments. Gonna rush and finish everything up. Not looking forward to school actually, not yet sober from my holidays mood.

I'm starting to assume things which I'm not sure whether it's true or not. But it's best not to assume things too much as things will get worst. Maybe it's just me, carry on carry on.

Someday I might have the strength to unfold

It's Worth It

2009-07-02T22:35:00.003+08:00

Had fun last night celebrating birthday.
Tomorrow is the last day of work and it's also the last Friday for this term of holidays. Damn.

Been waking up very early everyday, I must say working is much more tiring then schooling. I should study as long as I can before working for the rest of my life. For the past 4 days, I enjoyed myself especially with my fickle minded friend Leeyan. For the past 4 days, we've been going to Orchard again and again. So next time, if I got lost, it won't be a problem to me.

I guess I've said what I want to say in this post

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY JOANNE! (:

Beautiful Sunday 2009

2009-06-29T23:39:00.004+08:00

Beautiful Sunday was a blast. Overall performance was good but there's still room for improvements. A great sense of gratitude from me to all those who came for the concert. Thank you very much, I appreciate it. The concert hall almost came to a full house. Another great performance at the Esplanade. A sense of achievement when you're standing on stage and hearing the applause by the audiences and appreciating your muysic. Once again, thank you all for those who came. You know who you are! Hah!

Today was the first day of work. Glad to say that first day of work was fun. Especially when I have my talkative yet fun classmate with me exploring the whole Singapore. Jumping from places to places. Meeting new people and adapting to new environment around you is great. Left with 4 more days to go and I'll be done with this job. It's a new experience I should say.

This week is definitely a week to really look forward to. Hope it turns out well. Guess I shall end it here for now.

Remenber how we laughed until we cried
At the most stupid things like we were so high

Concert This Week

2009-06-25T17:32:00.003+08:00

Beautiful Sunday : Philharmonic Youth Winds

Venue: Esplanade Concert Hall
Date: 28th June 2009 (Sunday)
Time: 3pm - 4pm
Admission : FREE!!

Do come down with your family and friends this Sunday for great music! And most importantly, it's FREE! See ya all there!

An Evening at Macdonalds

2009-06-23T23:19:00.012+08:00

Basically, I did nothing today. Woke up in the afternoon around 12pm. What a great life I have. Hah! Later in the evening met up with Nad and Noi to look for some stuffs. Had a nice chat with both of them. It's been a while since I met up with my psychotic friends. Took some pictures together. So here it is.

Time is running out, need to finish up all my tasks by this week.

Where did I go wrong?

Another Week Comes By

2009-06-22T12:23:00.006+08:00

Well, today is Monday and it's the first day of the week. 1 week of holidays are gone and 2 weeks left for me to enjoy myself. I've lots of things to do this week and I need to get it all done ASAP. BEV Project not yet started as I can't be bothered to do it yet. hah! But will work on it anytime soon. I'm looking forward to this week as I will be having my concert this Sunday. Hopefully, the concert hall gonna be a full house.

These pictures were taken a few days back, a random trip to IKEA. And also I wanted to look for some things there. But I couldn't find what I wanted. So we took some pictures. Look through the whole IKEA. Got hungry, so we decided to get IKEA hot dogs which are very cheap. It's $1 only!. Whoo. Killer bohz. It was delicious. I was so hungry that I got 2 of those. Wahah! Sorry, what do you expect when I'm really hungry?.

Looking forward to day coming by, hopefully I would be able to finish all the tasks that needed to be done this week. Till then. Chao.

Close your eyes, dry your tears
Cause when nothing, seems clear
You'll be safe here

Tick Tock Tick Tock

2009-06-21T02:12:00.007+08:00

Here I am waiting for time to pass by
Thinking what's there for me to look foward to
Feeling excited, nervous and inquistive at the same time

Perhaps time will be my companion for now
Make me think of what's good and what's not for me

Tick tock tick tock
Still waiting for time to pass by
Again and again and again
A glimpse of the calender everyday
Asking myself, is it here already? May I proceed?

Maybe not just yet, too many things left unsaid
Let it be and we'll see
Please let not this be the last chance for me

Photo Edit by Faizal

2009-06-19T10:27:00.005+08:00

Thanks for the picture edit bro! CHEERS! :D

Pathetic

2009-06-18T23:42:00.005+08:00

I'm feeling pathetic, idiotic and stupid. Don't know what's wrong with me. Just angry with myself. Shit shit shit. I still can't find the reason why I'm feeling like this. Just need to calm myself down now. F****, I hate this. Get over it man.

Great, things are getting so much better for me now.

Whatever.

Again and again and again

2009-06-18T00:00:00.005+08:00

Okay, I know I shouldn't have go out today because I'm broke. But I promised Khai to catch a movie today. Woke up early in the morning and took a bath. Got myself ready to meet Fauzi and headed off to Zizi's place to borrow his bow tie long sleeve shirt for next week performance. Hang out at his house and played his PS3. I was amazed by the graphics, especially plus the HD Tv. I must say he's one lucky guy. It's been a while since I had a nice chat with him. He's been busy with his national service. So he told me what it's like there and all the great things that happened to him while serving the nation. Sounds interesting. Maybe I should go national service now? haha! just kidding.

Had lunch, then head down to EhuB The Cathay to catch "Ghost of Girlfriends Past". I must say that this movie was great. But not to the extend that it can really give a big impact to someone. Maybe at some points I guess. Should catch this movie, it's great! Worth watching. I'll rate this movie 6.5/10.

After the movie, make my way home as I was really starving and I don't want to spend my money. So might as well not spend money on food outside and grab a bite at home for FREE. Later in the evening, Fauzi picked some of us up to have dinner. Drove to Mustafa Centre to have dinner plus bought his earpiece. And here I am.

What a tiring day. Need job job job job. Pfft.

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears

My Immortal

2009-06-16T22:30:00.000+08:00

For the past 2 days, I've been enjoying myself. Basically, planning some activities for each day really helps. Rather than doing nothing and rot at home. Trying to do something useful with all the time that I have and make the best out of it.

I really need a job for myself, the job that I talked about in my recent post only starts on 29th. I need a part-time job for a few weeks before I resume school. Any recommendations anyone? Currently I'm broke, should not go out so often from now on. Or maybe I should bring my own lunch bag for myself when I'm hungry outside.

As you can see from this picture, I'm really enjoying my holidays. hah!

Looking forward to weeks coming by as I will be packed with performances and rehearsals. And part of my plans are to finish my BEV project plus POA assignments. Hopefully I would be able to finish everything before school resume.

There's just too much that time cannot erase

It's not a 1, it's a 2 now. hah.

2009-06-14T16:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY KHAIRUL!

Wish you all the best in your future endeavours and live life to the fullest. Best of luck to you bro!

Ps: You owe me big time for posting your only picture in one post. hah! Kidding.

Just in time to be taken over

2009-06-13T16:45:00.000+08:00

Holidays are here, tick tock tick tock. My holidays are packed. Need to go back to school for some activities and make up lesson. It's not so bad after all. But POA assignments are the killer. It's like 5 questions for each set. And I have 5 sets. How am I going to finish all that? Take it slow I guess. Found a job, but still need to go for training. Feel kind of nervous and excited at the same time. But whatever it is, it's a new experience.

It's already middle of the year, and I'm kinda lost on what's happening around me. Some of my friends left for National Service. Wish them all the best in there. Feels like yesterday was first day of 2009. People will shout HAPPY NEW YEAR!. And now it's already June. The next thing you know, it's already September. Then it's November. Looking forward to that month. Hah!

Dan is coming back somewhere in July to August. Glad that he's coming back to visit Singapore. It's been a while since I met him, have some questions on some music related stuffs. Thinking of taking lessons, but just couldn't find the time and money. Just have a coffee with him and have a nice chat would be great.

It's cold tonight, breeze around me just calms myself. Feeling kinda nostalgic about it, I'm enjoying all the solitude I can have tonight, just random.

What a tiring day, and I still have doubts in my mind. A sense of melancholy and a pinch of joy on how I should describe today. Looking forward to days coming by and just let nature do it's magic.

Let's put on sunscreen on rainy days...

A thought came by

2009-06-08T23:42:00.000+08:00

Basically, friendship is the most important thing in this world. If there's no friendship, then there's no point living in this world. Probably you'll end up doing everything alone by yourself. Friendship is the most beautiful thing that can happen to one's life.

It brings you happiness, love and warmness in your heart. To build a strong friendship is difficult as it takes days, months or even years. A lifetime I should . However, to destroy it? Take seconds.

A strong friendship helps you to understand each other better. What do they like? What do they do? What they like and dislike?. To know everything in that person him/herself simply takes a lifetime. I'm glad that friendship is around me.

Basically, these people around you everyday are your friends too. They are strangers, but they are friends whom you haven't meet yet. So, let's just forgive and forget and create more friendships around you. But remember, don't make bad friendships.

I'm writing again, this letters to you

2009-06-06T02:36:00.000+08:00

Thousands of words in my mind

To find the right words to describe you is tough enough

Wondering why it's tough everytime

When I'm making up my mind

Maybe I'm scared

Too scared to know the answers and the ending

Feeling traumatised

As history may repeat itself

And here I am again, back to square one

Searching and searching

But turns out, I've found nothing

Day by day

I was led astray

Thinking why has it to be this way?

All I could see is silhouette of you

Kept hanging around in my mind

Asking myself, why she's here

Playing around with me
Or just want to be here

Let's switch off these chandelier

And pretend that nothing was here

Last Few Days Before Serving The Nation

2009-06-01T22:29:00.000+08:00

29/5/09

Got up early in the morning, prepared myself for SW. Reached school but lesson was canceled due to insufficient people to start the lesson. Felt so pathetic as I woke up early in the morning and traveled to school and found out that lesson is canceled. What a "great" morning. Ate brunch at Cafe 2. Decided to went home as there's no lessons on Friday besides SW. Later in the evening, met the guys up as the were fishing at Bedok Reservoir. Some of the guys are going to serve the nation, so we'll be spending more time together before they become refugees in the jungle. Hah! Full of laughter at the floating platform of Bedok Reservoir. They caught a few fishes. So it wasn't that bad?. It's better than nothing. Was kinda hungry, so followed Ruz to his house and off we go for supper. Reached home at around 1 am and off to bed.

30/5/09

Woke up early again, prepared myself for OBOG practice. Met up with Fidah and YL. And off we go to Peirce for practice. Reached there, took out instrument and do some warm ups. Music is the best medicine for one's heart. Felt better after brushing up my skills. Sightread a few scores for the upcoming POP in June. After practice, went for lunch and after that make our way to EhuB with YL to meet the Kboys and Nina. Played arcade, and some of us decided to go home. Followed Wayne to cut his hair BOTAK as he will be serving the nation soon. HAH!. Looks good on him. It was raining that evening and it just makes my day. Wayne send me home and stayed home the whole night.

31/5/09

This was the 3rd day I woke early in the morning, a trip to Malaysia to my Aunt's Kampong. The trip was fun, tiring and memorable. Went to Mt. Gunung Ledang, enjoyed the refreshing water coming down from the mountains. Reached to my Aunt's kampong stayed there for a few hours. The scenery was beautiful, it calms you down and there's nothing for you to worry there. A sense of peacefulness and serenity. After a tiring day, make our way back to Singapore and it totally pissed me off as the immigration was horrendous. Waited for the jam to clear for like around 45 minutes. A sigh of relief when the sign says SINGAPORE. Reached home at 2 30 am and it's like school the next day.

I'm gonna end my post here now. Tired, and too many thoughts in my mind. Exams and assignments need to be done. Let's finish this once and for all.

Runaway with my heart
Runaway with my hope

These thoughts are killing me

2009-05-30T20:31:00.000+08:00

Day by day
Fears kept coming again and again

Cause I'm afraid to know the answers
Wondering how could I live this life again
Everybody's changing everyday
And why am I still here again?

Oh god, please help me
Forgive me from all the sweetest sins
I'm begging you please

Let me meet you tonight
And we'll have a good last night

I'm a thousand miles away
So please just hang in there
Someday things will be fine
We'll make up for last time

So let's stop this masquerade
And wear a smile for me

Another Bday Celebration

2009-05-24T19:53:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, the BGKB planned to give Fidah a surprise party as her birthday is today. So yesterday, went to Fauzi's house in the afternoon to prepare some food before we head down to Bedok Reservoir floating platform. Didn't know KBoys can do quite well in the kitchen preparing food, especially OGY. Hah! Got potential eh OGY. After we finished preparing, head down to the floating platform.

I should say the decorations was nicely done, the balloons, candles and the table setting was awesome. The decorations and setting looks like a guy going to propose to a girl. I should say it's the overall view is very "Romantic". I am glad that the surprise was a successful one even though we had our dinner very late as we were waiting for the birthday girl. All the laughing, singing plus games made everyone my day. My apologies as I can't make it to another celebration which I really want to attend, but I'm glad they enjoyed themselves.

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY RAFIDAH!

24/5/09
Woke up early in the morning unwillingly, and get ready to go to school for CIP. It's a Family Day event and the Prime Minister, Mr Goh, was the Guest of Honour. Was assigned all the tasks equally, I took care of bunch of young and adorable kids at the age of 4. Uber cuteness. It was tiring and at the same time rewarding as a volunteer. I shall keep this wonderful experience with me. Went for lunch with AA peeps at Century Square then head down to Bugis with Noi, Hidayah and Syidiah. They wanna look for some things. I can't stand the crowd at Bugis Street. So I decided to wait for them somewhere less crowded while they look for their stuff. Got their things, hang out for a while and I went home as I was too tired.

POA Exam is in like 3 days. OMG! Cross fingers that I won't be careless on that day itself. Mathematics = Carelessness. I've yet to study BEV. Gonna start my revision soon. Till then.

I'm weak, it's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the ending

Back to Square One

2009-05-21T20:43:00.001+08:00

Today was another day in school, got back my POA test. Didn't really do well as I was quite careless. Another day with Mr Chong filled with CONFUSION in my brain and wondering what he's trying to say. Another day with Mr Hari filled with his jokes and sarcasm. Hah! Another day filled with Mdm Siti's naggings and agitation for POA.

Exams are coming soon!. Next week is POA CA1, must start revising. As for BEV, I still need to make out some notes. Hopefully I will pull through all of this soon. Few more weeks till holidays, I'm looking forward in the month of June. June is going to be hectic as I will be having performances, class outing and celebration of birthdays.

I miss the old days when
I played with NAFA Jazz Orchestra, the musicians there, the music, everything I miss it. Wish I could turn back time. Oh well, just gonna post up a picture of the saxophone section in the Jazz Orchestra. Till then.

So hold your head up girl,
And wear a smile for me

An Evening at The Botanical Gardens

2009-05-18T23:47:00.000+08:00

Oh well, another performance at the Botanic Gardens on Sunday. After the performance, met my peeps to watch SSO's performance. It turns out to be great. Enjoyed the SSO performance, especially the 1812 Overture. It was definitely amazing. The brassy section was great. Enjoyed the view there while watching the whole SSO performance. The crowd was kinda big. But still, I'm looking forward to the Beautiful Sunday at the Esplanade this JUNE. Sorry, I have no pictures to upload here because didn't take any.

Monday "BOOS" for everyone. School today was quite bad because CA was angry with the class and he said if things should carry on as it is, he will withdraw himself from the class. And I definitely don't want that to happen. Things are better as it is now. And I'm happy with it. Hopefully the class gonna change for the better.

Tests are coming up and gonna study, study, study.

Can't Be Bothered

2009-05-16T00:27:00.001+08:00

I've finally have come to this, and I can't be bothered.

Even pretty can be seen by the blind

Be Thankful

2009-05-13T23:17:00.001+08:00

It's sad to see someone who is fortunate enough to live in this world normally, and brag about how they hate their life so much. While those who are not so fortunate, GOD gave them something less when they are born in this world. They maybe blind, mute or paralyzed. Yet they do still live life to the fullest and try their best to make life a meaningful one.

GOD is fair enough to give people their own STRENGTH and WEAKNESSES, as humans we should be thankful that we have this life to look forward to. Try to think that everyday, just makes you stronger and you know that you wont repeat the same mistakes. It's better than nothing. Of course we all do have our own problems, but when you think that your life is such a dreadful one, think again, because there are others who are much worst. Be thankful with what you have, I'm not trying to be a hypocrite and tell people out there that there's more to life when I myself brag about my own life.

The reason I blog about this is because few days back, I saw this teenager and his dad. The teenager wasn't that fortunate because he has some problems in walking properly. So, his dad guided him through. Even though it takes a long time to wait for the teenager to take a step, his dad waited patiently.

And I always hear people brag about life, and they are born as normal humans with hands, legs and all the five senses.
So, are we the "fortunate" ones just asking too much?

LOVE is Cruel

2009-05-09T17:06:00.000+08:00

It's amazing how LOVE can make you do cruel things. Just been wondering to myself, watching couples give and take LOVE, then suddenly they broke up. You can't stop thinking of him, and leave everything in the world behind but him. And the next thing you want is to get rid of him out of your mind. Uploading all his photos in your blog and create albums just for the both of you with the smile on your face. All the happy thoughts are in those albums. And the next thing you know, you will be deleting, burning all those albums that cause you all the sadness in your life.

LOVE can change people in seconds, it affects you so much that you would do anything for him. Some people would even find a new partner just to forget him and move on with life. But what's the point? You're living in this world filled with denial. Saying "I love you" take seconds, but to show it, takes a lifetime.

Sad isn't it? To see people around you change just because LOVE affects them so much. It can be a positive and negative changes. Your friend spend lesser time with you each day as he's too busy with LOVE. But when this LOVE is gone, they came back to seek for your advice or help.

Now, don't you think LOVE is cruel?

ITE Graduation 2009

2009-05-09T02:47:00.000+08:00

I enjoyed myself, even though it's been just a year with you guys. Thanks for making my year a great one! I really appreciate it.

I'll go wherever you will go

It's Easier Said Than Done

2009-05-05T16:36:00.000+08:00

Actions speaks louder than words.
Does my actions speak louder or my words?
No doubt, I sometimes do think that life sucks.
Thinking about it again, life can be a meaningful one too.
It's just a matter of what you want in life and how u want to achieve it.

Most people do have problems in their life.
There's two type of people in this world.
Those who thinks that life is miserable and always be.
And those who thinks that life is the greatest thing that GOD gave to them.

Those who thinks that their lives are miserable,
Can't possibly be able to solve their problems.
It's because they just brag about it and do nothing.
As time goes by, things got worst. At that point of time, they just feel life is useless.
They will that's the point of time in life where they give up.

People who thinks that there's more to life,
Are people who find their ways to get rid of problems.
They try not to brag too much about it and instead,
Solving those problems and find the key to "happiness".

Someone told me, there's no such thing as "happiness" in life.
But it really depends how you find "happiness".
If you find your "happiness", then you will think that life is meaningful.

So, are you just going to brag about life and do nothing till it get worst?
Or are you going to do something about it and make your life better?

Please don't tell her

2009-04-29T23:58:00.000+08:00

Hey just wanna post a video up here. It's a song by Jason Mraz, one of my favorite artist. The lyrics are meaningful and some part of it somehow, relates to me. Overall is good.

My First Fishing Experience

2009-04-27T22:24:00.000+08:00

Been busy with school lately, so pardon me if I have not been updating my blog regularly. Enjoyed most of my days in school because the friends around me motivates me. It's just that sometimes I don't understand what the lecturer is trying to explain. One of my module which is "Business Environment" not really a understandable module. The lecturer told us to read more news on politics and business segment of the newspapers. Heard that the project for that module is going to be tough, it's because you have to re-write the whole text book and make an article.

As for my "Principles of Accounting", somehow I managed to understand some parts of it. But some of the questions just make my brain goes all around the world. I'm a type of person who is not good in numbers. But math is very important in one's life. Because without math people would be able to trick you easily.

Maybe I just need more time to adapt to it and see how it goes.

A few days ago, went fishing with some of the KBoys at Bedok Jetty. It's a fun and annoying experience. It's my first time too. The fun part was I caught a fish, I caught a big one among the KBoys, and OGY gave up his hope of fishing as all the fishes ran away from him I guess. Hah! Kesian! The feeling of catching a fish is priceless. It turns out quite fun. Thought that fishing was boring, but with great friends and full of laughter. Just makes my day!

Please don't dare tell her what I've become
Please don't mention all the attention I have drawn
Please don't bother cause she'll feel guilty when I'm gone

What a Week

2009-04-18T01:05:00.000+08:00

What a week, this week is the first day of school with my new class. But I'm not new to the school though. Get to know some new friends, lecturer's and learn new modules. I must say it's going to be 2 more years in that class and I wonder how will it be. Will it turn out good? Or are there still hypocrites in class?. Whatever. Anyway, just been wondering, why do girls always gossip? I can listen to my female friends gossip all day. I'm not trying to say they are bad, but it's just that from what I observed, most girls do that. Too many things to gossip about. I just gave them my pair of ears and listen. It can be good, bad and funny gossips too.

I guess there's this thing called "cliques" in the class. How strange, why they don't appear in my secondary school class?. Maybe it only happens when you graduate from Secondary School I guess.

Looking forward to these few weeks in school, just wanna see how the whole class react to each other. It's interesting, somehow. Shall study hard for this coming 2 years and make the best out of it.

One of my new lecturer gave me this quote, you will see it at the bottom right of my post. After hearing the quote, I have really deep thoughts about it and it's kinda true.

To be successful, you will need the APTITUDE
And the right ATTITUDE
Then you will have a high ALTITUDE

Confused?

2009-04-12T01:16:00.001+08:00

Feeling agitated, irritated, sad, unsettled. It feels like there's something bothering me. I have no idea why, been feeling it since I came home. Maybe I just need some sleep as I'm mentally exhausted. Tomorrow is a better day, hopefully. My first term start this coming Monday and I'm kinda looking forward to it. Stress strikes back, it's been a while. Gonna miss my old classmates, hopefully to see them down the street or something. If fate is on our side.

I wish upon tonight, to see you smile
If only for a while to know you're there

What to do, what to do, what to do

2009-04-08T23:58:00.000+08:00

Woke up this morning without having anything to do. Was bored, so went cycling. It's been a while since I cycled. Met up at Pasir Ris, then we went to the bicycle shop to do some maintenance. After that, OGY was complaining about the bike that he's using because of the handle sides is not comfortable for him.

Head down to Pasir Ris inter to change the bike, so he wanted to pump his tyre and went to another bicycle shop nearby and it's like sells branded bicycles. Surprisingly, to pump the tyre there you need a FREAKING $2!!! JUST TO FILL THE TYRE WITH AIR! Expensive or what?. And to just tighten up the screw, also another freaking $2!!. Luckily it's not the air that we breathe, imagine if every time we take a breathe equals to 10cents. Then everyone will take that 1 sip of air and make it very useful. Hah!

So after that we decided to go have our dinner at non other than our favourite spot, SIMPANG BEDOK! again. Finah and Nina came along to join us for dinner. Then the journey continues and we headed down to East Coast and slacking there by the beach. I can't describe the wondeful-ness of the breeze near the beach. The feeling of SHIOKNESS!. As you can see, the pictures says it all.

A Stroll at Pasir Ris Park

2009-04-06T12:35:00.000+08:00

On Saturday after supper at Simpang Bedok, we decided to de-stress ourselves by hanging out at the park.

Enjoying the night breeze at Pasir Ris Park just calms me down. Didn't expect it to be much fun. All the drumming and swinging at the park makes my day. We went with 3 cars but total only 7 people were in those 3 cars. So there were still empty seats need to occupied.

Wind came from the direction of the sea feels great! Very cooling! But we went there like around almost midnight. People may call us crazy, but who cares? We enjoyed it! Here's a picture of my cute little friend who is deprived from childhood and he's enjoying his slide journey.

Another Great Experience

2009-04-03T09:43:00.000+08:00

Gotten my results yesterday, and I must say I did quite well. Got A's for all the modules except for one I got a B. But it's okay, I'm thankful. My GPA for SEM2: 3.750 and that's a relief because I'm officially in Higher Nitec. For those of my friends who get low GPA, don't be discouraged, don't take failure as a point to stop. I'm sure you guys can do it too! Starting school in 2 weeks time. I've been having holidays for around 3 weeks now, and time passed by so quickly.

SYF started this week, my students and juniors participated. I'm proud of them because they started off with nothing to something . It doesn't matter what the color of the medal is, but the main point is that they have put great effort in these few months practicing hard for just 15 minutes on stage. And also on how they have grown stronger emotionally, physically and spiritually. As an ALUMNI and TUTOR, I must say I'm really proud of them!.

Work hard for this coming 2 years and I'm sure that you guys can achieve what you guys want to achieve and bring the band to a greater heights. The experience can't be explained and it's PRICELESS. For me this year, it's a new experience because even though I'm not participating in it, I'm guiding my students and juniors on their journey to SYF. And it's a great experience!. Especially seeing your students and juniors on stage doing their best, I can't explain how proud I would be.Well done guys!

If you have a chance just a day to go back time
Would fix the mistakes that you made?

Drifting Apart

2009-03-26T16:19:00.000+08:00

I felt that I'm drifiting apart with my family, it's been quite sometime I really have a good talk with them. Maybe it's because I'm not at home most of the time. But, communication it's not really that good so far, it's because when I got home and I felt so tired and there's not much for me to communicate with them as they are all asleep. I don't even share personal problems with my parents and brothers. Instead I share my problems with my close friends.

I've got to cherish them all I can, before each of them will leave me one day. Trying my best to communicate well with each other. Maybe this naggings at home just irritates me, but one day, I won't even hear the naggings. Gonna try to appreciate them, hopefully.

How long shall we hold on?

Is it time for me to let go?

Is it Worth Waiting for?

2009-03-19T12:49:00.000+08:00

Have you ever felt that you're ready to get in touch with your loved ones and be a better person towards them? It can be your parents, friends or anyone you're having relationships with. But, what if you have been trying to learn from your mistakes in the past and trying your best to be a better person towards them and failed?. After spending most of your time thinking on how to be a better person towards them. You may take days, weeks, months or even years learn from your mistakes and get yourself ready to be with them back.

The main issue here is, "Is it Worth It?". What if the person you had in mind avoids you or just thinks that you are the same as always and never change. After all the years that you spend trying to be a better person, and suddenly the person you had in mind just says that you're not good enough for him/her or just making excuses to avoid you. Maybe because they know that you will repeat your bad deeds or mistakes in the past. Would you try to prove it to him/her that you're worth for them to take you back?

It sounds tough doesn't it? If you're lucky enough, all the years that you have been spending on how to be a better person is worth the waiting for. If you're not lucky, then maybe you just have to move on? What do you think? And thinking about it when you could spend your time doing something else in this world. Utterly, it's just a disappointment to yourself.

You know I'm worth waiting for.

We've been through so much more.

A meaningful quote

2009-03-14T00:21:00.000+08:00

"Actions speaks louder than words". Been thinking of this phrase lately, most of the people in this world always takes words louder than action. Well, a few percentage are the ones who takes actions more than words. That's what they are succesful. I myself even sometimes takes words more than actions. But how do u make actions always stronger than words? How do you apply it in your life? Will it change your life?

Was at The Times Bookstore with few of my friends, one of them showed me a card which shows me a very meaningful quote. It started to make me thought about it, and I realised that it's really true. The quote will be written at the bottom right of these post later.

That's what 2 different people in this world. There are the ones who just dream of what they want in life but never do anything to achieve it. And there's also the ones who have dreams and try to achieve it. I guess that's what makes a difference these two types of people.

A journey from a thousand miles

starts from the first step that you take

Cute Video

2009-03-13T03:47:00.001+08:00

My friend send me this video link, and I wanted to share with people who view my blog. It's very CUTE!

Weird Dreams

2009-03-12T16:55:00.000+08:00

Finally, exams are OVER! Glad that it is over now. I'm feeling less stress, but still I have a few things that's running in my mind. It feels so fast, it's already almost 1 year in ITE. But it does not end here, I'm gonna aim for that Higher Nitec. So, there will be 2 more years in school. I really hope my grades won't pull me down and take my Higher Nitec place away. Results will be out on 1st April. Great! April Fools. Hah!.

Just received my NS letter, need to head down to CMPB for medical checkup. Didn't expect the letter to be sent to me so quickly. Hopefully they know that I still want to continue studying.

Been having weird dreams lately. I don't understand this dreams. And I will be awaken after at night. The dreams are kinda scary and weird. Does it mean anything? Is it trying to send me messages about my life? Anyway, finally I'm done with my NITEC.

It's been a great year with some of my friends in class, thanks for the memories guys!

When you think you're having a bad life, think again.
There are always people who are suffers more than you
Life your life to the fullest while you can..

Hiatus

2009-03-08T14:06:00.000+08:00

Shall not blog till I finish my exams. Till then.

Complicated Relationships

2009-02-25T20:40:00.000+08:00

A friend of mine is having some difficulties in handling his/her relationship. I pity my friend because seeing him/her in the that situation makes me feel quite frustrated because his/her bf/gf is not responsible enough to be taking care of my friend.

I felt that my friend's bf/gf is such a pain in the ass. Making lame excuses just to prevent from meeting my friend. Out of 7 days in 1 week, my friend's bf/gf did not make any time for my friend. Isn't love have to be all about sacrifices and about giving in? Why bother to have my friend as his/her bf/gf in the first place?

You're just making my friend's life difficult. Didn't reply my friend's SMS for more than 1 hour just makes me think what type of person is he/she?. Making my friend wait for him/her as my friend was supposed to meet my him/her. Luckily, I told my friend to go home first and take a rest. Maybe if my friend stayed there and wait for his/her bf/gf to reply, it take hours because what if my friend's bf/gf never reply? My friend will just end up waiting for till the moon appears. What kind of bf/gf are you?

It's very complicated to have a relationship, but it would be easy if you know what you need to do to maintain a good relationship and understanding between each other. Some people, just get sick of his/her bf/gf. Maybe it's because they are naturally like that? But why do u accept that person as your bf/gf in the first place? Complicated complicated and very complicated.

Okay, enough of this complicated relationship topic. 2 more weeks then I'll be done with my exams and my NITEC. Going to really give my best for this last lap. Must revise all the units and try to memorise everything? Hah! Not really everything. 12 units in 1 module just kills me to memorise it. So, gonna write out notes and write them in keypoints.

Shall end my post here, till then

It's better to have lost and lost
Then to never love at all

Good Things Don't Last Forever

2009-02-23T17:39:00.000+08:00

Why is it that humans always take things for granted? Is it because we aren't aware that they are going to leave us one day? We'll only regret about it is when that particular person is not in this world anymore or you would not have the chance to meet that person in the future. You are just LUCKY!, if you have the chance to meet them. But the chances of it is PATHETIC.

When my loved ones are around me, I felt that I ignored them and make them feel that they never exist in this world. We'll only look for our loved ones when we need them badly. So, do we only need them when we are at our darkest of our days?

Even myself, did make mistakes like this. But what's the point of regretting or crying for that person if you're never gonna meet him/her again? I should have taken every moment to treasure the time together.

The only time that I will think of that person, is after she/he left. But WHY? Why do we only think about our loved ones when they are not with us? And when they are with us, we just ignore them? I shall always keep this in mind, GOOD THINGS DON'T LAST FOREVER. Hence, I will try my best to treasure every moment that I have with my loved ones. It's complicated.. Are humans suppose to be this way?

Anyway, I just want to wish my good friend...

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY NOI!!

Wish you all the best in life and live life to the fullest!

It take years to build a friendship
But, it takes seconds to break one

Friends Together

2009-02-19T20:02:00.000+08:00

Yes! Finally I'm finished with all my presentations. Now I can concentrate more on the coming written exams. Overall, the presentation went quite well. Because we got the lecturer to be interested in our project. All the effort paid off!. Exams are coming in a few weeks and I'm kinda nervous. I'm afraid that what I've studied will not come out in the papers. Well I'm just gonna upload a few pictures of my friends and I.

Good things won't last forever..

Another Day in School

2009-02-18T19:03:00.003+08:00

Finally, finished and done with my PM1 presentation. YIPPEE!! Now left with BEO presentation which I'm gonna present it tomorrow. And my role play, supposed to do it today but my lecturer is not in school.

Today was kinda a disgusting day for me, it's because of the people in school. It's not that I say that I'm a very good student or I'm perfect. But looking at these immature kids in school and making nuisance out of themselves just disgust me. Grow up! Some of them are much older than me and they are acting like idiotic fools.

I still have to endure all the childishness for another 2 years in school. Hopefully, it will be a better start for this coming Higher Nitec. Sometimes I just feel that I wanna get out all of this school. But, thinking about it, I'm there for a reason. It is to get a good results and my cert and move on with my life. I don't care what people might say about me, as long as I know what are my priorities.

I shall end my post here now.

So wipe away those tears..

Or we can conquer our fears..

Ending of a another Chapter

2009-02-16T18:06:00.000+08:00

I'm really looking forward for this coming weekend, it's because I want to present all my presentations and act out my role plays. Then after that, just going to concentrate on theory for the written exam in March. Left with few more weeks in school then after that, it's exam. Then it's the end of my NITEC in ITE. Up next, Higher Nitec. Looking forward to it, but in the same time feel sad the same time as some of peeps can't really confirmed they are going to Higher Nitec. I'm starting on 13th April, so the holidays that I have is very short. It's okay, at least there are still holidays.

Hopefully the students of mine will do well for this coming SYF. Practice hard guys!! I'm sure you guys can do it. It's been 2 years since my last SYF. Feels like SYF just finished yesterday. Now it's already February, the next thing you know, it's already middle of the year. NS letter been received, just need to differ it very soon. If not, I will be called by my Stepfather to serve the nation! HAHA! I'm reffering to the people there who will take "good care" of you while you are serving the nation. So, that's why I call them "Stepfather".

Can't wait to end this week. Till then. To be continued..

Is something good going to happen?

Or is it something bad?

Who knows?

Higher Nitec here I come!

2009-02-02T20:52:00.000+08:00

Hello people, I have not been updating my blog recently. The reason is that I don't feel like blogging sometimes. Well today in the morning checked my Application for Higher Nitec. And thank god that I was accepted to Higher Nitec. I'm really proud of myself because it proves that I'm capable of achieving what I want. But the place that I'm in also involves with the help of my friends around with in class. Without them, I still have doubts about the modules. The friends that I have around me really gives me a great motivation to study. Having friends is the best thing you can ever had.

Doesn't matter friends in school, band or etc. The main point is whether you mix around with good or bad company. Thanks for all the motivation that you guys gave me. If not for the people around me, I would not even care to study. I am CONTENTED! (:

But as for those who never get to achieve what you guys want, don't give up yet. Don't take failure as a point of time to stop. It's okay if you go slow, as long as you don't stop. Try again guys! Don't give up! Shall end it here for now. Till then.

Someone told me, love would all save us
But how could that be, look what love gave us..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUYS!

2009-01-24T03:39:00.000+08:00

Hey guys! Sorry if I have not been updating my blog lately. The reason is that I was kinda busy with school and also I feel tired and there's no mood for me to blog. Well today was kinda random actually. Reached school and edit some parts of my BEG role play. Then followed by all the other lessons. During break, celebrated Asyura and Syafika Birthday. Just celebrate it together since both of them are born in the month of January.Credits to Noi because she made cupcakes as a replacement of having a cake. It's nice! Thanks! (:

After my Friday prayers, headed down to Fauzi's sack as usual. That's my Friday routine. HAHA! Right Zi?. At 6pm, went home to get changed as I was going out. Was supposed to hang out at Airport, but don't know why the changed of plan. They wanted to hang out at Downtown instead. So headed there and met them. Had our dinner at a nearby food court. Crack some jokes, talked to them about life in ITE. Then after headed home. Wash up myself and watched WWE. My favourite show to watch if I'm bored. HAh!

Started to play GOD OF WAR!!! Wow! it's a damn good game. Should try it. But I played it on PSP. I'm still trying to complete the game, kinda tough.But it's FUN!. Shall end my post here now. Tata!

School school

2009-01-11T15:05:00.000+08:00

Hey guys! Been busy with school lately. Need to start my projects, and need to do some revision for my upcoming test. Time flies when I'm in school, it's because I will look forward for the next module that is coming up for the day. Monday to Friday feels like nothing. And the next thing you know, I graduated my NITEC certificate. Shall make this post a short one. Goodbye!

Hello 2009!

2009-01-05T23:32:00.000+08:00

Hey! Finally it's the year 2009, time has been ticking so fast that I don't even feel like it's ticking. It somehow feels like everything is fast forward-ed like a DVD player. Feels like I've just finished my N levels yesterday?. Day by day, weeks by weeks and months by months. I still aiming what I need to achieve in life. I'm still fighting for it. My plans now is to finish off my NITEC cert and promote to Higher Nitec. I'm left with 7 weeks in school and then I finish my 1 year. Then if I'm promoted, will spend another 2 years in ITE. And like all Singaporean guys have to go whether you like it or not, SERVING THE NATION! yes! it's my National Service. But I would try my best to go to POLY from my Higher Nitec if it's possible. It's because I don't feel like I want to study after my NS. I have other plans in mind. So, till then I shall try my best to PERSEVERE!

Today was the first day of school, and the January intake people had their orientation. The people in school was normal, bunch of monkeys laughing out loud like nobody's business's. And acting like some immature rascals. They shall replace those monkeys in the Zoo. These bunch of monkeys are disturbing those January intake, they were having their "ICE BREAKING" games. I still remember first few days for orientation. Everybody was like so timid as we don't really know each other. But now, everything has changed. It's been 9 months in school with my classmates. Well, my exams are in March and there's only 2 written papers. The rest of the module is a TYPE B module which means it does not require written exams. Just need to do well for practical.

Will be having test this Thursday and I have a lot of things to remember for that module. So frustrating!! But for now I'm loving school. There's no resolution for me, the important thing is that if you have a dream, just go for it. Shall end my post here now. Till then, Tata!

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!

Outing with classmates/ Cycling with Hafiz/Supper with KBoys

2008-12-31T01:00:00.000+08:00

29th December 2008
Went out with some of my classmates which is my clique in school. Supposed to meet at Bugis at 6pm. It turns out that everyone is late. I was kinda late but by a few minutes. Then after everyone came, we were hungry and head down to Tong Seng. The food is good, especially the Chicken Rice. After that planned to go for SHISHA and off we go to Haji Lane. Had lots of fun! We chat and make jokes to entertain each other. So plan to do this outing because next week will be starting school. So might as well spend some time together before school reopens.

30th December 2008
Woke up around 10 plus. Was so bored that I don't know what to do. So called up Hafiz for a cycling session. Cycled to his house met him, pump my tyre and off we go. I was hungry so cycled to Kembangan and ate at a coffee shop. After out lunch, Hafiz wanted to cycle to East Coast Park and off we go. Was quite fun to cycle around Singapore and it's also tiring. Reached East Coast park, then Hafiz wanted to explore the very end of East Cost Park to see whether is there a route to Changi. While on our way there's this long road where we have a view of the airport and see planes take off. The wind was so cooling. Finally reached Changi, WOW! What an achievement it was. Sat down at Changi Beach and had some refreshments. Was kinda hurry because I was supposed to meet Fauzi later. Quickly cycled back home. I was shocked because it feels like we spend lesser time going back than going there. So weird.

After I reached home, wash up and met Fauzi, Khai and Wayne. Fauzi picked me up from my house and head off to SP to pick up Izzat and Ogy. Head down to SIMPANG BEDOK to have our supper. Ate and talked and finally head home. Was a tiring and enjoying day for me. My butt hurts because I sat too long on the bicycle but the adventure was worth it.

Shall end my post here for now. Going to update my blog when I feel like it? Till then
Tata!

OBOG K.L Trip 2008

2008-12-25T14:32:00.000+08:00

Hey guys! I'm back from K.L on Monday. Did not update straight after I got back because I was too tired. Not enough sleep during the trip even though my hotel bed is very nice. It's because I was enjoying myself every night and sleeping late. The trip was VERY FUN! and a very MEMORABLE one too. Get to know new friends from PJ Youth Band. They are very good. They are something like OBOG but they have been together for around 40 years?. And also get to know more of people in OBOG.

The 1st day was the best day of my life. It was the most challenging thing I have ever done. We had to go through this obstacle course. Which includes climbing, jumping, and using your flexibility. And of the scariest thing that I did was to cross this long bridge and it's very high. It's not exactly easy as you think. Because the steps is very small. And then, the BEST part was the FLYING FOX!. It was super fun! Had our dinner and checked in our hotel. The hotel was good!

2nd day, we went to SUNWAY LAGOON. Never really had the chance to go through the rides as some of them are close. I managed to take 2 rides, and it was damn scary. I felt like puking after the rides is over. Sheesh. Head back to the hotel and changed. And headed off to the concert hall itself. Had rehearsals with the PJ Youth. Getting to know each other was nice. Rehearsed all the X'mas songs and called it a day.

3rd day was the concert day itself. Rehearsed the songs that OBOG going to play by ourselves and some X'mas songs before the concert. Headed down back to the hotel to get changed and get ready for the concert. Had dinner at Kenny Rogers with the KBoys. Our tummy was bloated and we headed down to the concert hall for our performance. The performance turned out to be quite good as we don't really break down. And I should say the K.L performance was more successful than the OBOG concert. But OBOG still have room for improvements. Enjoyed the concert. Took some pictures and shook hands with them. After that had our supper but I didn't really eat.

The 4th and 5th day was not really exciting as the first few days because spend a lot of my time doing nothing even though it was shopping time. But the trip to the CHOCOLATE FACTORY was good. Even though I didn't really buy anything. But shared with the guys to buy TIRAIMISU chocolate. It was really GOOD!. And the last day we went tour to MELAKA and had our history lessons with Mr. Francis our tour guide for the trip. KBoys was the one who make the whole trip HAPPENING!. I'm glad that I'm back in Singapore as I somehow miss my family and friends here.

Hope that there's still upcoming trips for OBOG. I'm glad that I am back safely and really enjoyed myself. I shall end my post here for now. And last but not least,

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

Bon Voyage..

2008-12-18T00:31:00.000+08:00

Hey people! I'm gonna go to MALAYSIA now! Gonna be back next Monday. So won't be blogging until then or maybe after a few days I come back. So see you guys soon!

OBOG Concert!

2008-12-13T00:51:00.000+08:00

Finally OBOG concert has ended. It turned not too good and not too bad. But at least it's over. It's the first concert for OBOG. But there's still room for improvements. Even though I've performed for a few years, I will always be nervous on stage. Sweating like nobody business. Well here are some pictures that I took after the concert. Going to prepare for OBOG trip. Going off to K.L on Thursday.

During rehearsalMe, Khai and Nina
And AGAIN! (:
Busy getting ready for reahearsal
Me with my cousins
Me and my Shuqun students
This is a picture of Khairul's cat. Was bored at his house so decided to play with his cat and take a picture of it.

BEG Phast Test

2008-12-09T20:16:00.000+08:00

Hey there people. Anyway I just want to make this post a short one as I need to study for my test tomorrow. This is the last week of school and I feel quite relieved because I finished all my projects last week. Just hoping that I get good grades for it. Concert is coming this THURSDAY! And I feel quite excited and nervous at the same time. Well I'm gonna upload some pictures for the BEG phase test last week. Enjoy! (:

Life Is Full of Surprises!

2008-12-04T14:00:00.000+08:00

Went for a jog around 6 plus? At BEDOK RESERVOIR. Then, I was shocked by someone who I don't expect to see. Here's what happened. I was stretching before I go my jog. So when I started jogging as per normal. I saw this lady from far and I don't really see her face until she was near me. And guess who I met while I was jogging? I SAW OLIVIA ONG! In case you have no idea who she is, she's a Singaporean artist who makes her album somewhere JAPAN I guess. And her voice is very sweet and melodious. Most of her music involves Jazz and Bossa Nova. You can try and listen to her songs on IMEEM.

I was so shocked and excited? So I told myself, I don't think it's her. Because I think she's not in Singapore or something. So I just continued jogging and hoping that I would get to meet her. So, what I was hoping came true AND this time, I really take a good look at here face. And YEAH! It's her. She looks totally BEAUTIFUL! and very HOT! haha! I'm not trying to be a pervert you know. It's just my opinion. She has the very ASIAN look. I really HOPE! to meet her again soon. Maybe this time I'm going to ask her AUTOGRAPH and get a picture or something?. Haha!

So guys, if you want to meet her. Maybe you guys can try your luck and go BEDOK RESERVOIR for a jog around 6?. I'm not trying to be a pervert or stalker here. Just that I felt excited and shocked because I get to meet one of my favourite singer.

Not going to believe me? Who knows? Believe it or not? But I'm sure it's her.

Here's a picture of her..

What's the future?

2008-12-01T20:48:00.000+08:00

BEO unit 3 test was today, and I didn't really study. I also missed the lesson when they went through unit 3. But luckily my "BRO LURP", Faizal helped me by giving me some answers. Heh! But I don't think the whole class study. I don't really like BEO because there's too many things to memorise.

My everyday life has been quite wonderful I guess. Looking forward for upcoming events example like my OBOG Concert, Hari Raya Haji and Christmas (even though I don't celebrate it). Left with 29 more days till it's the end of the year. Time has passed so fast like everything just happened yesterday. I still remembered saying GOODBYE 2007 and HELLO 2008. And now it's like GOODBYE 2008 and HELLO 2009. It's coming very very very soon. What's up for me next year? Is something good going to happen? Can't really see the future.

Need to finish all my projects very soon!!!. I can't wait for holidays! Shall update again soon.
Tata!

Projects and more projects

2008-11-30T00:46:00.000+08:00

Hey guys! Recently I've been catching up with my projects due to this week. Finally some of the projects have been cleared. What a RELIEF!. But still need to finish up my FLASH project and it's a KILLER! for 1 scene of flash you can spend 2 hours. Need to finish it up by this Wednesday. Hopefully I would be able to finish everything by then. OBOG concert is coming really soon! The practice today was not bad. It's getting there I guess.

Gonna make this post a short one. If you're interested, please inform me! Thank you! (:

OBOG GOES LIVE!

Date: 11 December 2008

Time: 7:30 pm

Venue: Yong Siew Toh Conservatory Hall

Tickets: $15